Breeze Life

[gotye] now and then i think of when we were together like when you said you felt so happy you could die told myself that you were right for me but felt so lonely in your company but that was love and it's an ache i still remember you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness like resignation to the end, always the end so when we found that we could not make sense well you said that we would still be friends but i'll admit that i was glad it was over but you didn't have to cut me off make out like it never happened and that we were nothing and i don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough no you didn't have to stoop so low have your friends collect your records and then change your number i guess that i don't need that though now you're just somebody that i used to know now you're just somebody that i used to know now you're just somebody that i used to know

Saya rasa akhir-akhir ini kalau lagi bengong jadinya random mulu. Melihat tetangga dapet beasiswa exchange ke Belanda bikin iri. Belanda kan salah satu negara impian yang ingin saya kunjungi selain Jepang dan Korea Selatan. Temen dikos yang dulu juga ke USA ikut konferensinya HNMUN *kalau gak salah. Mbak kos di kos yang dulu ke Praha acara lomba paduan suara kampus. Mbak kos satunya kelar kuliah cepet dapet kerja dan hobi nraktir kita-kita yang masih mahasiswa. Temen se-angkatan ada yang udah punya bisnis sendiri. Dosen-dosen kuliah lagi ke luar negeri. Tentunya masih banyak lagi hal-hal yang membuat saya terbelalak.   Of course I'm envy  >.< Melihat itu semua saya jadi mikir "kok saya masih mondar-mandir di bumi padahal yang lain berlomba ke bulan?" Saya masih sering malas-malasan di rumah bersenjatakan lepi beserta sahabat karibnya si modem atau bersenjatakan bacaan-bacaan berupa komik, novel, majalah dan sejenisnya *Err..lama-lama jadi himono onna nih =p